For about two weeks now I’ve been doing positive affirmations and listening to positive recordings. It’s making a difference in my moods. I simply feel happier. And life’s little problems are easier to deal with.
The stressful gardening job dramas are just about resolved. Council issued a Tree Permit for the removal of all Hollies. My employers are happy with my work and say to do what I like. And a few days ago the ladies that were harassing me turned up at the job. The younger one again questioned me on whether authorities had contacted me about poisoning animals… I replied no, I did the work all according to guidelines etc. She pushed her opinion again, I calmly stated that I did not believe there was any way there could be a problem, that the trees are soon being removed with council permission. Very abruptly she dropped the subject and started joking and talking about something else. It was such a visible shift, that we could have differing opinions but that I could be strong and empowered and not be bothered by them. And because I did not react in the way she expected, she gave up. It was another test and one that had a really different outcome.
I had a psychic reading a month or two back. The reader said I needed to acknowledge all I’ve achieved and integrate. Then I’ll be able to move forward. I plan to write about how much I’ve grown and do some meditation and see how that feels.
Stay tuned for my retrospective review of the past few years.