I am back.
Back from a glorious action-packed week at the snow. A week so filled with stuff that I relaxed and enjoyed and didn’t think about my life back at home at all.
And now I’m back at home, back at work and back to stressing.
Massage work is fine.
I feel sick with anxiety at the thought of gardening. I feel like a fraud. I don’t want to go out there. I’m using the rental inspection as an excuse to put back my morning job. Agh, just so not looking forward to gardening. I’m going to have to deal with this somehow. Is it OK to feel anxious and stressed and that I’m not a real gardener? Would I feel better if I looked for alternate work? Would I feel like a fraud in another job, too?
Listing and acknowledging accomplishments apparently helps.
Stay tuned for my list of achievements and accomplishments…