I bought myself a new phone and downloaded a wordpress app. Seems I’m often without internet of late. I guess this is a bit of a test.
I feel the urge to write. I’m still confused about my next move in life, mostly around jobs and career. Had a bit of an emotional reaction last night fixing up my resume. So much anxiety and shame and embarassment around my past. Lack of activity, failings, as if a piece of paper defines me. I went back in time and fell into old fearful thinking. It’s not who I am now but still feels familiar and it’s easy to go back there.
Today I’m planning to go within to get some clarity on who I am now and my priorities.
My journey continues…